Doctor NoLay, or how I failed to pull the trigger and lost the threesome

This is a long one kiddos, not just a normal report this time around

Time/Date
Thursday night
15th October

Location
Club downtown

Logistics
Solo, per use


What went down
I came into the venue knowing full well that I was in over my head.

I've been reengaging my one-itis online recently, just to brush up on my game and it's like struggling to get through to the next level in a computer game, if I can get her to flirt, I'm good. I guess I wanted more this time around, she's been hitting the gym(which she does not need being an athlete) and is looking super hot these days, now this is the same girl that ruined my life, but also got me into pickup and allowed me to transform my life, but she doesn't have that effect on me still, sure she can get my dick to flutter, but that's about it.

She was gonna be there, we're meeting people in the club, so I know I can work the room easily while warming up for her, the grand finale.
I come inside and immediately one of my girlfriends jumps up around my neck and hugs me for a long long while, in front of everyone in the lounge. All eyes are on me, and her ass. Mostly me. That's a good start.

I meet and greet, while scanning the room. She's not here, that's alright. I am in no hurry. I head to the bar and decide to game drunk tonight, I don't feel like being soberish, though my game might suffer, I also gain in confidence what I lose in reaction time and judgment. Sometimes lack of judgment is even a good thing. Get's me out of my head.
I down two shots and grab a beer with me into the lounge and mingle with some old friends for a long while, I forget game and just start enjoying myself in the company of a friend I haven't seen in over a year.

I glance over my shoulder and notice her. Her long, flowing red hair framing her delicate, freckled features. She's laughing and her adorable braces shine in the lighting. I take a deep breath and excuse myself for the bar, I need a refill on beer and liquid courage.

"Hey you"

I look to my side as I stand by the bar, she's wearing skintight jeans and a unflattering redneck shirt, her features are not masked by any kind of makeup, she doesn't need it. She's the artsy type, I usually stay away from those, since I like glamor, but she has style.
We met a few weeks ago and since then we've been chatting online, obvious attraction off the bat but she's a friend of a really close friend of mine and my pivot. Same friend I lost once after screwing her friend, and leading her on. My new rule forbids me to lay this bird, but I can flirt.

I grab her in a hug to initiate kino immediately, I get the extra-hug and I know it's on. "Looking good there, farmgirl"
She playfully swats at me and smiles seductively. She always gives me that smile, it's fucking sexy as hell.
I isolate her and start vibing, I know she's a nerdgirl and is into Star Wars, so am I so we tease around a bit, talking about Princess Leia's bikini and how she would rock my world in something like that. She blushes.
We talk for a long while about a dozen different things, it doesn't feel like game since I know I'm not allowed to lay her, but it's great vibing and comfort building.

Sitting next to me is my oneitis, engaged in a group discussion, which after a while breaks up and she's left by her own, and starts listening to our talk.
She slides her chair over next to mine and interrupts.
She wants my attention.

I know how she works, she's a sucker for attention. She draws guys in with her looks and charm, and feeds off of their attention, she needs constant validation and I've always given it to her....now don't get me wrong, I know I shouldn't feed her, but I've come up with a good balance, where I give and I take, and it keeps me out of her loops, and sparks her attraction switches.
We all talk for a little while, until farmgirl excuses herself and heads to the bathroom. I use this opportunity to isolate.
I grab oneitis' hand and lead her to the bar, order a couple of shots and beers and we down them. I also know she needs to get buzzed to get her bitch shield down, I can never get through with her sober. I know this girl too well.

I grab her hand and lead her into the corner of the lounge, we start vibing and having a good time, I can see farmgirl watching me disappointingly, but I don't care. This night was planned around oneitis and I'm sticking to the plan.
She just broke up with her boyfriend a few months ago, he was a complete tool and a douche she picked over me back when we were dating. He always hated me, because I intentionally hit on her in front of him for over a year, he was too much of a wuss to do anything about it. I tell her that. She blushes and tells me she often used me as a tool to get at him if he wasn't showing her enough attention, she mentioned my name and told him I would be at parties she was going to. I call her out for being a bitch and she laughs and admits it. I tell her if we see him downtown tonight, I will kiss her in front of him, just for shits and giggles. She agrees.

All eyes are on us, people know our history and I can imagine a few people are talking about us. I don't care
"So tell me, why did you pick that asshole over me?"

Did I really just ask that? I've been wanting to hear her explain her choice for a long time, but never wanted to confront her. But since she just told me the whole relationship was a mistake, I took a chance.

She looks at me bittersweetly, and responds"you said you weren't the relationship type.." and shrugs.

I had forgotten about that.....it was in my pre-pickup era, I had heard that using that line was gold with picking up ONSs and I fooled myself into using it on her. It was my own fault....she was attracted to me, but stopped herself from giving in because she thought I would just hurt her.
Fuck.

I am such an asshole.

And that is how I lost my oneitis ladies and gentlemen, I wasn't truthful about my intentions. Of course I wanted a relationship with her back then, she was everything to me. Oh well, you win some you lose some, no need to dwell on it.

"I was younger then, and stupid" I say and smile, "you're still the most beautiful girl I've ever dated and ever will"
She blushes and brushes her hand against mine casually, but intentionally. I'm reeling her in.

We spend the whole night talking, flirting, drinking and having fun. Fuck I'm enjoying this.

The bar is closing, we head over to the next place over and get a nice booth. It's her, me, farmgirl, pivot, two other girls.
Two different guys I know whisper to me that I'm one lucky guy.

She's teasing me at this point, her lips close to mine, then pulling away. My pivot keeps giving me a sign this is a bad idea. But I don't care, I'm finally gone lay her again. And it will be nice

I'm so engrossed in my hunt, that I've ignored the last two additions to my group. They're friends with the girls with me, and one is smoking hot and keeps watching me. I know that look, and it's super attraction mixed with booze. I smile at her and offer my name, she gives me her name and I make a mental note not to forget it, since I'll have to add her on facebook later.

She starts taking pictures of me and oneitis girl, telling us how cute we are, and I ask her to make sure I'm cute on those pictures, and she winks and tells me I am. For a moment I wonder if I should switch targets, but I've gotten this far and spent this much time on my target. I'm gonna go through with it.

The bar is closing and I demand an afterparty somewhere, someone living downtown offers up a place and I'll get the beer. "I can throw a party" camera girl says and smiles at me. I go buy some beer from the bar, and we head out.
"I should get going, I can get a ride home" my target says as we walks down the street. I won't allow it, I hold up the bag of beers and grin. "We're gonna go party"

My pivot and farmgirl leave without me noticing, but I still have three girls, two of which want me. So I'm good, there's no change I'm not getting laid tonight.

We arrive at the apartment, it's a studio apartment and I sit down on the bed, knowing that scene gives more freedom for sexualizing. My oneitis follows suit and sits down next to me on the bed, close and camera girl sits down on my other side....she's oozing sexual energy, giving me the eyes and resting her hand on my thigh while we talk.
"Let's play 'I've never' " camera girl says winking at me and hands us more beer, we go through the more easy jabs first, then it turns sexual. Camera girl is leaning close and giving me the sign to kiss her, but I never take it. I don't wanna alienate oneitis girl, she was the prey and I'm sticking to that.

Camera girl knows this, but still tries to get my attention, her hand moving farther and farther up my leg....she's obviously horny and keeps taking pictures of me, I grab the camera and decide to go sexualize. I point it at oneitis girl and tell her to pose, I snap of a few pics and then tell her to take her shirt off. She refuses and blushes, camera girl chimes in and tells her to take her shirt off. We both gang up on her playfully to take dirty pictures and she refuses and blushes immensely, she's not going for it.
"Aren't you gonna ask me to take MY shirt off?" camera girl asks me and winks

"one at a time" I lie, I was focusing on my target and not the nymph next to me. "Take off your shirt"

She smiles and shakes her head, "too late.." and winks playfully at me, running her hand up my arm.
I lie down on the bed, in an attempt to get them to lie down. I am realizing the momentous opportunity I've been given here, I can lead this into a threesome....I try to remember the dual massage gambit, but I'm too fucking wasted at this point and the room is spinning, so I jump off the bed and head for the bathroom to splash water in my face and chug down a gallon, at this point I text Decibel informing him that a 3some is about to happen. I stop in the doorway and hear my name being spoken, so I head back in and jump on the bed, laying down on my back. "Were you girls discussing me?"

"Not telling" camera girl says grinning, and lays down on her side, her arm on my legs inches from my private parts
At this point I'm getting a semi boner just thinking about what's about to happen, oneitis is wanting more attention so she comes closer. But they are not laying down completely, so I can't start this off like I want to.

"What are we doing here?" oneitis asks, both excitement and panic in her voice. I am about to sugarcoat some answer, but camera girl(whilst stroking my leg) asks her, "wanna get freaky?"
Oneitis shrugs and starts blushing again, she's not handling the situation and I need to handle this delicately. "Like what?"

Camera girl grins at me, her hands now reaching for my penis through the jeans, "threesome..."

Oneitis girl panics and slides farther from us, I sit up and tell her it will be fun...stroking her hand. Camera girl is offended that I stopped what she was starting to go talk to oneitis, and starts texting someone while I try and do damage control. I really need this now, I'm so hard I'm about to tear my jeans.
Oneitis is freaking out, this is not happening....she goes to the bathroom and I sit there with camera girl, who is now texting and smiling at the texts. Fuck. I just lost this didn't I?

She stands up and winks at me, "do what you two wanna do....I'm heading next door over to get laid....don't get jizz all over my covers" and heads out of the apartment.

I sit there by myself on the bed, oneitis is back and she wants to go to sleep.......I shake my head and pull her under the covers where she turns her back to me and tells me goodnight.

That's how I got blueballs instead of a threesome


What you did well
Surrounded myself with beautiful women, preselection seems to be my best attraction switch these days.

Sexualizing worked well, getting the girls onto the bed from the start and keeping the whole thing sexual

What you did wrong and could have done better
I was too focused on a target I should have known would never work, this is not my first attempt since we split up, and probably won't be my last
Ignored camera girl too much, where as I could have closed her with ease.

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