11/2/09

A moment of clarity

I sat in a chair in the Halloween party, I was just taking a moment to myself, watching the crowd as I sipped off my beer.
Then it came to me. I don't fear them any longer. Hengman had analyzed this for me earlier, I've gotten more aggressive, taking more risks than before my LTR. My style of game is completely different.
I watch the group and I realize I can approach anyone, say anything. I just smile and finish my beer. I'm not drunk, this is my first beer of the night. It's not the booze talking, it's all me.

I finally realized this.

As a test I walk up to a girl, "excuse me, do you like to be kissed?"

She looks at me strangely and smiles, "well...yeah"

I grab her and kiss her passionately for about 5 seconds, then let her go and walk away

I love moments of clarity

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